if you are hungry you can eat, if you are thirsty you can drink, if you want to bathe you can take, if you are cold you can wear what you want if you are hot you can wear less clothes, you can choose what to eat and what time you want to eat if you feel tired you can leave, if you feel like doing necessities you can go to the toilet. even then everything bothers you is the work is because it rains or the sun, or because you have to study because it does not feel anything on television, etc.
Now imagine that you can only eat 2 or 3 things because the body does not accept anything else, imagines that you always live with bone pain, imagines that you have to force yourself to eat to not stop at the hospital, imagines that you live almost every day feeling sick. you go on the bus you throw up, you throw up at the mall, at school on holiday classes other than on the holidays you get tired of so you can understand a text or a school subject that takes 1, 2 hours to understand you take days, you at the beginning of day you catch the bus you leave at the stop you need and at the end of the day you come back but you don't know or remember anything that happened during the day, or you don't get home on time and your family has to go look for you already you lost because you are no longer aware of things and end up in the hospital in a coma, imagine that you get an 11 or 12 in school when the others get 15,16 because no more. imagine being in a hospital bed being thirsty but you can't drink it because you have a n ariz to the stomach, you want to eat but your body accepts nothing and when you accept it is by tube, you want to urinate but only by tube, you want to take a bath but only if they give it to you or it is in bed or you go wheelchair, imagine you have catheters and probes on your arms legs neck feet, imagine what it is like to be in a coma but hear everyone around you but you can't communicate, imagine having to walk if you fall into the street in a coma or passed out and can't talk, imagine you in a bed hospital you have cold or heat but you can not talk, imagine not knowing when the next crisis will be, how long you will be hospitalized, you plan where you will spend the holidays where you will make the years. but still you find life a dry or Boring others don't have this possibility because what counts is to live just one more day, this was my movie since I was born. So you must be silly and live life